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wow, its been a while since my last journal entry!
Ive been TOTALLY bombed with college work, having taken photography AND art the workload is immense but ive been getting on alright so far, just mostly keeping on top of everything. Im kinda wishing id only taken one now :') pahaha
Half term woo-hoo! its been soooooo refreshing waking up at midday and taking things easy despite the work ive had to do ive done pretty much nothing except play on the xBox and meet up with my friends and boyfriend bliissssssssss X)
i never ever know what the hell to say on these things :') catch you later
Ive been TOTALLY bombed with college work, having taken photography AND art the workload is immense but ive been getting on alright so far, just mostly keeping on top of everything. Im kinda wishing id only taken one now :') pahaha
Half term woo-hoo! its been soooooo refreshing waking up at midday and taking things easy despite the work ive had to do ive done pretty much nothing except play on the xBox and meet up with my friends and boyfriend bliissssssssss X)
i never ever know what the hell to say on these things :') catch you later
jelous much? ,)
so far this year things have been pretty rollercoaster like :)
but i tell you what...
ive NEVER been happier :heart:
laaa laaa :D
wow :) im actually really happy atm :D
the guy who ive liked for quite a while now has told me he wants to be with me :)
im spending most nights on the phone to him till god knows what time in the morning, and texting him throughout most of the day :D im aaway in lincoln atm so i cant see him till i come home :P
only thing is that my parents and my sister really dont like him very much, and are trying their very hardest to keep me away from him :/ but :) i cant be controlled that easily XD oooh... and then theres my ex boyfriend whos told me that if i take my guy up on his offer that he's never going to speak to me agen :/ which is kinda s
new beginnings :)
broke up with my boyfriend. yeah, im gutted, but to be frank its quite refreshing only having to worry about me, and not both of us.
Now its all about going to college and having a fresh start :) im really looking forward to it tbh, i spent ages worrying about it, and being upset about not being with my best friends. Im going to miss them, especially kat, cos lets face it shes like my sister, but i really really want a clean slate. to meet people who dont know me and go to a place where my past is irrelevant. Im looking forward to seeing all my other friends too, people form different schools ect :)
Im trying to not let things bog me down,
Hmmmmm
been very deep in thought over the past couple of days...
Can you actually help falling in love? i mean, is there something that the concious mind can do to prevent love?
Ive only ever been properly in love once, but recently there have been a couple of times where i felt myself falling. typically for me they both ended badly,especailly since one of them involved me cheating on my boyfriend. Now, dont judge, im not a cheat, infact to be quite honest with you i still stand by the notion that cheaters are the lowest of the low. But something about the other guy made me feel as if i wasnt doing wrong, and when we were together it felt totaly r
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